"I know we're all dying but i actually am"
Some other guests bitch him out for being rude and upsetting me, I assured them he wasnt', it took me a few hours to realize that i have been made upset, but its not how he's speaking that done it, its what he's telling me.
Crack addict for over 25 years, 3 days clean and at least 3 heart surgeries.
A lifted shirt a exposed shoulder "look at this"
No sympathy
"you can read my shit to man"
this was his choice...does that mean this is what he deserves?
I hate that my only response is "what do i do?"
because you know we are all dying, but he actually is...
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
19 fab things that happened in my 19th year
1 I was given a treasure hunt birthday part.
2 I fell more in love with africa
3 I had my first kiss (insert vomit noise and teeny tiny grin)
4 i bunjee jumped the second higest bunjee jump in the world
5 I met kindred spirits like louise, my twin Danny, and a beautiful 4-some called, Dayla, Kathrine, Tara and Beth
6 I learned to Knit
7 a) I had a conversation around a circle table which inspired the term "Love Tour"
b) I got "Love Tour" tattoo'd on my arm
8 I came back to Canada, learing that Goodbyes are heart breaking, hello's are rather joyus and Love was coming at me from all over the place
9 I spent a poncho themed weekend in banff, where I lived out a song lyric
10 I did Gurilla Art projects (the mirros, the journals and a little wall writing)
11 I spent a night on the street
12 I went on a roadtrip to vancity and i was reminded of hope, talked to a boy from Denmark and learned something new about love
13 My baby sister graduated
14 Flew (tried to at least) kites in formals clothing with two lovlies
15 Had a night outside with 3 of my favorite guys reading peter pan to each other
16 My best friend got married, i glued feathers on my dress...no big deal
17 I made Prayer flags at camp
18 Went camping, left in a tiny red car fairly full from the two people in it, drove home with said tiny red car so full you couldnt see the two back passengers
19 I got what is my current dream job at the mustard seed
2 I fell more in love with africa
3 I had my first kiss (insert vomit noise and teeny tiny grin)
4 i bunjee jumped the second higest bunjee jump in the world
5 I met kindred spirits like louise, my twin Danny, and a beautiful 4-some called, Dayla, Kathrine, Tara and Beth
6 I learned to Knit
7 a) I had a conversation around a circle table which inspired the term "Love Tour"
b) I got "Love Tour" tattoo'd on my arm
8 I came back to Canada, learing that Goodbyes are heart breaking, hello's are rather joyus and Love was coming at me from all over the place
9 I spent a poncho themed weekend in banff, where I lived out a song lyric
10 I did Gurilla Art projects (the mirros, the journals and a little wall writing)
11 I spent a night on the street
12 I went on a roadtrip to vancity and i was reminded of hope, talked to a boy from Denmark and learned something new about love
13 My baby sister graduated
14 Flew (tried to at least) kites in formals clothing with two lovlies
15 Had a night outside with 3 of my favorite guys reading peter pan to each other
16 My best friend got married, i glued feathers on my dress...no big deal
17 I made Prayer flags at camp
18 Went camping, left in a tiny red car fairly full from the two people in it, drove home with said tiny red car so full you couldnt see the two back passengers
19 I got what is my current dream job at the mustard seed
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
oh please just run away with me
So I'm leaning against the wall near the men's bathroom, waiting for someone to wheel out the towel bin, only a few of the lights are on, i hear snoring, soft talking and a guitar. Aaron's playing the guitar, i can only see the back of him, his arms moving as he strums quietly. I have this feeling, this feeling i had so many times in Africa "you where meant for this"
I'm astounded with the way things have turned out.I have been giddy since i started at the seed, that almost doesn't describe it properly, i mean i was sitting outside the mustard seed cause i was early for my shift and every time i looked up i couldn't help but laugh, i am so excited about this!
My first shift basically flew by, doing all sorts of tasks, laundry and blanket distribution, guest storage, check in and bag searches.I cant stop smiling, but then it end on this weird note, that makes me cry all the way home, I am then stressed for the next two days and it comes down to taking a leap of faith...and i do it...and Jesus did me a solid.
After being told several times from seed management that i shouldnt quit my other job and that they cant give me full time hours, i went a head and quit my job with DDRC, not two hours after i quit with DDRC the seed comes to me with a contract position....
and Love tour calgary continues...
I'm astounded with the way things have turned out.I have been giddy since i started at the seed, that almost doesn't describe it properly, i mean i was sitting outside the mustard seed cause i was early for my shift and every time i looked up i couldn't help but laugh, i am so excited about this!
My first shift basically flew by, doing all sorts of tasks, laundry and blanket distribution, guest storage, check in and bag searches.I cant stop smiling, but then it end on this weird note, that makes me cry all the way home, I am then stressed for the next two days and it comes down to taking a leap of faith...and i do it...and Jesus did me a solid.
After being told several times from seed management that i shouldnt quit my other job and that they cant give me full time hours, i went a head and quit my job with DDRC, not two hours after i quit with DDRC the seed comes to me with a contract position....
and Love tour calgary continues...
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