I suppose I have alot to talk about, but before i start writing i should mention how i was thinking about this on the bus and how maybe blogs are a little silly...i sit here and write out all the things i think and feel and then you sit there and read them...i dont know why but suddently this feels strange to me, but at the same time, if i write this now i can compartmentalize my thoughts and i will have to answer less questions later.
I should also metnion that my head is spinning so hopefully this makes some sense.
I will start with the concrete
My job, so...I really like the work part of my job, for the most part its awesome, i get to do stuff like go swimming and play monster trucks, there are little things that happen at each shift that makes me smile, like the other day one of my clients told me he knew God and I asked him what he was like and he just smiled and after a long pause told me that his(God's) name was steven.
But the hours have changes so much, and everytime i try to quite or mention that im unhappy my boss just acts really nice or promises that they will do better the next week, Im a sucker and this keeps happening, i need to like fully detach myself even if they are very nice the hours are important for me to like continue.
My stuff with the simple way, so after farther communications it seems the simple way has decieded to not take interns this year, this makes me a little sad cause i was really stoked, but at the same time i feel peace, i know i will be lead to where i need to go.
This brings us to the question of "what now?" and my answer is i have no friggen clue...you know how christians usually use terms like "God will open a door" well i want God to open and door and shove me through it cause everything just seems so up in the air.
On the note, i would like to put it out there that if anyone knows of any cool oppurtinites i would be very much intrested in hearing about them...
I had much more that i wanted to write about but i think i will leave it at this for right now.
Please pray about my job stuff and my life stuff.
thanks friends
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It's too bad you don't enjoy your job anymore.
ReplyDeleteI don't know of any job opportunities right now, since I haven't really been looking for jobs, but I'm sure you'll find one really soon! You can do it!
I'm sorry to hear that you've been having such a crazy life right now. It seems as if everyone's going through some kind of craziness right now, the drama is so thick that we can swim in it. Maybe it's just our age. Haha Who knows.
But hey, things will be better!
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its not that i dont enjoy my job, its just the hours bullshit, and im covered for the job looking stuff i meant like missions oppurtinities.
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